I hate reading upsetting news. I hate when people are put through pain. I wish I could just take control and make everything bad go away. I can't handle it. It's not fair. I don't like it and it hurts me. There is so much hurt that isn't fair and I don't like it. It makes me sad and pissed at the same time. I sometimes have a hard time with the fact that there is sin in the world.
I just want it to all go away.
Sometimes I wish we could just all go to heaven right now so I wouldn't have to be angry about the things that aren't fair. I don't care if I'm making sense right now or if I'm not. I just needed to let my feelings out in some way shape or form.
This feeling of sadness is overwhelming, and I don't want anyone to have to hurt any more. It's just not fair.
-Beth
(Remembering my Peanut today.)
